The GOOD you are Seeking Is Seeking You

The good I am seeking is seeking ME!

Really. Wow. It's true. 

I thought I had to go find it. I just have to be it, and all the love, connection, union.. is seeking me. I don't have to do anything, NOTHING. I can just be. 

I was massaging someone today, and I had this ahah moment. All my life, I thought I needed to "root" out what I needed, will it, seek it, find it, show up.. And in a moment of exhale, I realized what if I never searched, never tried to intuit what I needed to do to assess how I could find what it seemed my souls searches? And ..there is was... like ripe juicy fruit.. an answer "ali, what would your life be like if you never sought out what you felt you were looking for?" Ummmm... well, I would probably find it .. right.. right.. right here, right? And the answer bubbled up, "Yes". Oh my, I have been doing it all wrong. Darn! I have -- not knowing, not admitting to mySelf that I think I have staged a lot of things... (what is so great is .. I am listening to DREAM WEAVER as I write, how serendipitous) 

So.. hmmm .. what am I discovering here is that I do not need to reach. I will be reached, I will be embraced. The good is looking for me, it is going to fly me to the bright side of the moon and it's going to meet me on the other side. What a frickin' relief! What would my life have been like if I wasn't always looking for messages, interpreting things, all good things in their own right I suppose, except it for its hidden agenda to control getting taken care of! Oh my goodness this is great. 

My music is asking me to slow dance with it, Lady in Red, is swooning over me so I must go and marinate in my new realization... I have a date with Beauty. Goodnight, Ali my goddess... "nobody here, just you and me. I hardly know this beauty by my side, I will never forget the way you look tonight".